Breath of Life 

Wonder what makes me feel this immense void,
As if my thoughts were asleep,
My aimless, meaningless steps?
 

What is this strange feeling,
That follows me in my day to day,
That doesn’t leave me, consumes me and dominates me?
 

Wonder what you take from my life,
The pleasure of appreciating the beautiful, nature…
From wanting to have to wanting to be?
 

What is this thing that comes and stays,
that comes and stays and doesn’t go away
, making me suffer?
 

 What is this thing that makes me feel,
Right next to me what I so want to forget,
Right next to me… what can’t I want?
 

What is it… what is it that consumes me every day?
From so much living,
I can almost know…
 

I feel it’s HEALTH…
 

This longing that I feel and that makes me suffer.
This longing that I’ve already learned to live with…
This longing that doesn’t know how to live without me.
 

 

At home. London, October 23, 1994
MARIA LUCIA DA COSTA

DEATH

Breath of Life Death, I do not want to die.I want to live to enjoy the simple things in life,To feel the sensations of a day,And to love who ever I meet on my way.  Like a flash of lightining my life is passing by.Passing so quickly that I have not felt it pass.I...

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DEATH I WANT LIFE

Breath of Life Death I want life. To live the simple things in life, To feel the sensations of each day, To love whoever I meet on my way. Death I want life. I want to see my children grown up. I want to hold my hand when it's needed, I want to see a piece of me in a...

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TO WHOM I LOVE

Breath of Life Together, we have always followed the same way in life.As one, our souls have always lived.Your smile is my happiness,Your weeping my very deep sorrow.  When I close my eyes,You are always in my thoughts.When I feel myself in deep sleep...You are in my...

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ALWAYS THINKING

Breath of Life Full of curiosity one day I asked Life: "Life, who would I be if I wasn't who I am now?" I'm sure it wouldn't be known as Maria Lucia, Maria, Lucia or Lucinha... Maybe it could have other names, like Laura, Rita or Carolina! But with such different...

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SWEET CHARLOTTE

Breath of Life Life, who would I be, if I were not what I am today?For shure I would not be called Charlotte or sweet Charlotte... As I am known at home.  I could have another names! Laura, Rita or Caroline!But, with such different names, I would not be the sweet...

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LOVERS IN LOVE

Breath of LifeI will cry out one day like a lover in love,With the same force when Spring comes,Covering once more trees with newly born leaves,And bringing life to the huge flourishing fresh fields. I will cry out one day like a lover in love,With the same intensity...

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