Breath of Life 

Wonder what makes me feel this immense void,
As if my thoughts were asleep,
My aimless, meaningless steps?
 

What is this strange feeling,
That follows me in my day to day,
That doesn’t leave me, consumes me and dominates me?
 

Wonder what you take from my life,
The pleasure of appreciating the beautiful, nature…
From wanting to have to wanting to be?
 

What is this thing that comes and stays,
that comes and stays and doesn’t go away
, making me suffer?
 

 What is this thing that makes me feel,
Right next to me what I so want to forget,
Right next to me… what can’t I want?
 

What is it… what is it that consumes me every day?
From so much living,
I can almost know…
 

I feel it’s HEALTH…
 

This longing that I feel and that makes me suffer.
This longing that I’ve already learned to live with…
This longing that doesn’t know how to live without me.
 

 

At home. London, October 23, 1994
MARIA LUCIA DA COSTA

SCREAM OF A PASSIONATE LOVER

Breath of Life One day I will cry out the cry of a passionate lover, With the same strength that spring arrives, Covering dead trees once more with leaves, And giving life to the immense flowering green fields. One day I will cry out the cry of a passionate lover,...

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WAITING TIME

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GOINGS. COMINGS…PORTUGAL

Breath of Life Life follows its course: Each one follows their destiny. I am currently going to Portugal at the invitation of my friends Mr. José, Isolda and Dona Laurinda. I barely sat down on the plane and, while people were looking for their seats, I took my pad of...

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GOINGS, COMINGS, GOINGS

Breath of Life Life goes, comes... goes... Minutes pass, hours pass, days pass. So time goes... comes... Life goes on. I see life passing by, I feel the longing squeezing, I feel like I want I want a lot to whom I leave With time it goes Go my life With time I give...

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SENSATIONS

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DISTANCE

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